My 2019 Magical Journey – Donovan
My name is Donovan, I live in Ohio. I just started doing rituals for my deities in 2019. The deities I work with is the dark, grotesque gods of the Cthulhu mythos. Yes, they are real. I’ve researched different religions, Occult, and other dark magic resources about them and few different pieces of different resources pointed to them.
With all the evidences I collected, I formed my own theories of them and the universe. I didn’t call to my gods, they called me in my dreams. Before my dreams I had no idea about the Cthulhu mythos.
After the dreams I did research about what little knowledge they gave me. It took a bit to piece together the knowledge. Now I am practicing rituals they tell me in my dreams. The magic I practice Necromancy, Chaos magic, Blood magic, Eldritch magic, and Demonic magic. I work with the gods of the Cthulhu mythos and demons like Lucifer, Leviathan, Lilith, and King Paimon. I also what you so call “command” 7 spirits and 1 Goetic demon.
I am on a journey to truth. I am constantly trying to figure out how to make my magic more powerful. I am able to contact any deity and my gods constantly contact me. My dreams are the way that I am shown certain things, one thing was a ritual I created and did. The effects I am still trying to figure out.
When I meditate I get to communicate with anything beyond our plane or I can visit places that I know or even places that I am still trying to comprehend. I have had contact with Lucifer in my dreams, he took me on a tour through hell, which looks way different than what has ever been described to me. At first, I didn’t know that the person was Lucifer, I had to research on it.
Now I have just been initiated into my religion. I am working on getting closer to my belief. The hard part about all of this is I am doing all this in secret. My family is entirely Christian. The one I live with is a very strict Christian. The items I have now is a home made wand, necklace with the Cthulhu symbol and a small Altoids travel altar.
My current goals are to make a mask for my Lord Cthulhu, build up my small travel altar, and to get the book from my religion. Which will give me more info about my religion’s meetups with other fellow followers.
I am looking forward to working with the Dark and Demonic forces more along with a friend i have that soon we will be doing rituals together. I am also teaching my girlfriends my magic and religion.
May the Dark Demonic forces show us the way.